A little bit ago, I was thrilled to notice that I was on the list of one of my favorite bloggers. Then I just noticed I'm no longer on that blogroll of her favorites. What is it about me that I crave such approval. It devastated me!! I shouldn't be because it's not end all to my life, but all I could think was, did I say something she didn't like? How did I offend her that she took my blog off her list?
In thinking these thoughts, I realize that I don't need to seek approval from anyone else. I just need to do what God wants. It's difficult for me to get past this, but it's a great learning experience for me. I feel like such an adolescent high schooler, but there it is. I think it's God's way of keeping me humble. Humility is one of the most difficult things for me.
When you think of it, please say a quick prayer for me to see the way. Oftentimes lately, I'm feeling adrift. Thank you.